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for the pain to stop





















and a sprite cranberry
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I had the most intense and scary dream, i was basically plaing fortnite but it was in real life so if you died you were dead forever and you couldnt leave basically i was playing like normal i guess and it eventually got to this point were there were a couple players left looking for the ppl hiding around and even though it wasnt squads and there could be only one winner, we kinda had this informal squad. eventually we were hanging out around this metal area and this one guy came up the stairs ready to attack and i got behind him and shot him in the head a few times. when he died i felt sickened by what i did and eventually there were less and less people left, and we were in this different area and i told them that i couldnt take this anymore and didnt wanna kill anyone else, i didnt wanna win, and i was scared of the pain of getting shot, so i said i was going to drown myself because it was less painful. eventually i found this pool area and went down the stairs, i engraved a message on the wall about who i was and what day it was, and said goodbye to the others and drowned myself. and i guess thats when i woke up (also i made it my obligation to remember the username of this guy i thought would win it was like ShadowIM7)
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cookiepawz is suck and traces scarletkat and is are gros dont evee talk to me if youve subscribed them, if youve watches one of their vids, if you know who they are, if youvr evee gazed upon their oc, if you live on the same planet on them, if you eat cookies, if you have a pet with pawz, if u like to draw cause they like to draw too, if u have ever thought of them, if u have any of the above dont speak to me dont breate the same oxygen as me, good day
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raid apology

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(if u dont know what im talking about, them ignore this)
i wanna keep discord drama on discord and even though ive said it alot there, im extremely sorry for helping riggs raid the birdie server. idc if riggs reads this, i dont want to get involved anymore and it was really stupid of me to do so in the first place, it was pretty out of character for me but i kinda just gave them the role in the heat of the moment, i guess i wanted to help them for helping me and they seemed cool but either way it was wrong. i shoudntve gotten involve but its too late and now theres stixdust's journal and screenshots being spread and im already getting threats and i dont wanna get involved in drama, not to sound like asking for pity but ive been crying over it, but its ok if u dont forgive me or trust me, itll be a good lesson. ive been really unsure of myself lately but im gonna work to fix things. being in drama feels horrible (i had a rant on drama for a reason i remember) , sure there was a bit of "haha being bad feels good" at first but it turned to instant regret im not like this,, ill promise not to do something like this again :x

edit: pls stop spreading false information and exagerating what happened, the "damage" was some of the channel names being change which was easily reversible and u could check audit logs if u forgot the names. i dont hate birdie and the things i said in the anti birdie server was to i guess seem cool with them, and im trying to end this and not make it worse but i hate how most ppl aim to fuel drama and how everyone from the birdie server came flooding my server, im not gonna call it a raid but idk it feels kinda dirty. but i get this drama wouldnt exist without me, so, sorry

ALSO NO I NEVER PLANNED IT??
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